In the Midst of Pain

“In the Midst of Pain”
(A Poem)

The burning desire for death has bewildered my soul
Victimized by the thought of myself turning you into a ghoul
Never was there a time that I thought of you as the mole
But now all I crave for is mark your temple with a hole

How can you be satisfied in ruining a person’s life
Now I have risen from the dead and shall raise civil strife
Against you who undeniably succumbed death into my life
I shall break loose from the claws of execution and avenge my wife

You are nothing but a lowly blood-sucking animal
Who had no heart and ate flesh like a cannibal
I shall strangle you to death and hang your head in a carnival
Demons shall wipe their blood-laden pie-holes with a corporal

You have awaken the gentle monster inside my soul and made it rise
There is not a material belonging on earth that would make me compromise
All the things you did and all those despicable lies
I shall not gain refuge until your body is covered with filthy flies

In the midst of pain I remained unreliably calm
In the midst of pain I pondered on the book of Psalm
In the midst of pain I learned to control my palm
In the midst of pain I sniffed and relaxed with balm

In this time and era of extreme and unpleasant pain
I never thought that after what I did this is all I can gain
And as I walk the long road and ponder in the rain,
I became a strong and responsible man in the midst of pain

Anger clotted my heart and colored it black
Grief has covered my soul and I have lost track
Pain has entered my mind and asked me never to come back
But courage kept me awake and made me attack